Aug 28, 2008

ntahla labu..

Hari ni hari Khamis..bersamaan 28/8/2008...aku benci hari khamis...sbb hri khamis,kerja aku byk..seme report nk settle hri ni..so,aku menjadi bz pada hari khamis since pagi sehinggala petang...hari ni gak citer bodoh,EZORA abes..x sabo aku nak tgk ape ending citer ni..huhu..citer ni,mmg seronok kalau jadi topik untuk kutuk2...ade ke AI leh fikir sampai ade scene makan taik sndiri...kotor sungguh..najis..najis..ehehe

aku x saba nk balik hr ni..nk tgk muke encik boroi tuh..nk tgk de tersengih2 depan pintu..td,ade gaduh2 ckit..dlm msg...pas2,kene marah ngan aku..huh,padan muker..sape suruh slow mo sgt..kan aku dh jadi emo melampau...balik ni,siap aa...

xtau nk tulis ape dah..to him,my luvly n cutie sayang...i love u so much..if can,i want to wake up beside u..n no need pergi kerja hari2...hehehe...i sayang u banyak88..

Aug 21, 2008

I never knew I could hurt like this.....


Gosh....just now,i open my mp3 list..n my hand so eager to click at one song..bye bye from mariah carey..i like the song..i love the lyrics...but,i duno this morning..m a bit emotional when i listen to that song..one person crossed my mind...arwah tok jah...:'(...i miss her..i miss her..i miss her...yeah,she's my grandma..my luvly grandma...n i love her endlessly..

this year...she already been 'rest' fr 12 years already..dh lame dh.but,i wont frget her as some1 who raised me up...5 years,i stayed with her...those down memory lane...could never b erased n deleted..i still remember she's the best 'mom' i ever had...

"And you never got the chance to
see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together"

That quote really touched me..truly,i wish she was there with me..when;
- the worst day of my life when my PMR result was sux..(i wish she'll be the shoulder to cry on)

- the day when i get my SPM result..i wana share the gr8 moment with her..(i wish i could called her on the 1st thing n let her b the most proud person in this world)

- 1st day i step the university..i want her to be the last person who gv me the hug and gudbye kiss..sob sob..

- on my convocation day..i wish she could b one of the person who will b sitting inside the hall n watched me walked by n get the scroll..

- on my wedding day...this is the moment hw i wish she was here still..

I wanna share it with her. everything...al fatihah fr arwah tok jah..i know u were always with me....rest in peace in heaven...pray me all the best in my life... i L.O.V.E n i H.E.A.R.T. you....so much...



..^_0 pic aku dengan arwah tok jah...miss her..

Aug 20, 2008

Q's

Answer this honestly, add in opinions if you feel like it.

1.Do you think you can get through this without answering "I don't know"?
~ Suree...

2. Are you involved with anyone?
~ yes..im married..see the ring!~

3. Where do you wish you were right now?
~ Los Angeles...

4. What should you be doing right now?
~ I should b at home...sleeping in peace..

5. Does sex mean love?
~ nope...its lust!~

6. What do you believe is a true saying about life?
~ life is sux...

7. Are you a bad influence?
~ not really...

8. Who has had the most influence on you (good or bad)?
~ friends...

9. Night out or night in?
~ both..depends on situation

10. Single forever with a great family or no family but with your soul mate?
~ errrrr....

11. Do you know how to change a tire?
~ not really..

12. What item could you not go without during the day?
~ water

13. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
~ no way..

14. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
~ my uncle..sadly,he just had one major heart surgery

15. Have you ever lied about something important to your boyfriend/girlfriend?
~ yes...when im with my ex

16. Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?
~ permanent relationship

17. How long ago did you hug someone?
~ just this morning

18. Have you ever thrown shoes on telephone wire?
~ never try..never did..

19. Do you ever think about any of your ex's?
~ sometimes, just wondering how they're doing and all

20. What does the last text message in your inbox say?
~ 'email!i just prepare then when u gv the sign one i counter check'

21. Need to get something off your chest?
~ no

22.How do you feel about your life right now?
~ my life is great...:D

23. How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
~ none...never want one

24. What kind of car do you drive?
~ perodua

25. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did?
~ nope

26. Do you talk dirty to people?
~ when i want to...

27. Do you think you can make it on a "Moment of Truth?
~ hell no

28. Anyone upset you lately?
~ nope, so far so good, everyone has been a doll

29. Last person you talked to on the phone?
~ Rathi..

30. Can you easily tell if someone's fake?
~ sometimes, if that person starts to exaggerate then yes, that person is total bullshit. Though I dont want to be quick to judge, so I'll listen and get to know more about that person. Im nice ok..

31. Do you think your dumb?
~ no, Im a genius..

32. Do you love someone at the moment?
~ yes...yes

33. How's your heart?
~ beating at its normal rate

34. Ever kiss someone with a name starting with a C?
~ let me think....hmph....nope

35. Can you keep a secret?
~ yes

36. What are you listening to?
~ plain white t's-let me take you there

37. Do you have trust issues?
~ I trust easily, even though I tell myself to be careful but I cant help it. Maybe its because I want to trust even if I know that person cant be trusted. There are times when I dont trust, not because that person cant be trusted, but because I dont want anything more from that person, by giving trust, is saying you want something more. Thats how I see it.

38. Is it easier to forgive or forget?
~ neither. I dont forgive not forger, I can sometimes but sometimes I just choose not to cause I just want to hate.

39. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
~ e eh, tak boleh, berdosa tau.

Aug 19, 2008

my so called workplace....hari ni hari malas aku...

its seems like i hv no mood to do anythng at office today...hahaha...boring laa..hari2 buat kerja..today,my mood is just watch movie+tv series...d whole day i spent watched desperate housewives and currently watching 'THE LOVE GURU'...plus,IM with Racheal..

*inila print screen desktop aku skrg...malas..malas..malas...*

keyla..aku letakla ckit2 pics ofis aku n cubical aku...memandangkan aku xnak buat kerja sgt,so aku take some few snap laa...

-phone ni aku punyer...feel free to call me..04-6332263-
- system+meja aku..sekali tgk jer dh tau aku ni pemalas..bersepah!-
-view dr cubical aku..aku leh skodeng ape yg khoon ling (manager aku) buat..line clear-
-layan facebook kejap-

-nampak boon ping punyer kepala..ehehe..bp the shy guy-



And finally....there u go..who's cubical is that???owww,i can see my name been spelled correctly...smile...smile...:X...

Guardian Angel....

Well..some may nt know this song...it's from the redjumpsuit apparatus..(weirdo group,huh)..but,nice songs has been created by the band..well,fr those who nver listen to sing song...i hope u njoy it..because,i bet u guys will love it..



~this could be a very2 nice song...simple n luvly...~

Aug 18, 2008

just started

i duno y n wat called me to write blog today..maybe im just too free (maybe??)..but,maybe im the way too stressed of work..haha..sound funny.well..wat shuld i write fr beginning...
now its 5pm..nther 1 more hour..fr me to do 'works' here..today,nothing much happend..
just received some bad news from rathi bout her mom in laws..pity her too..
nothing much i can help..her in laws ask her to resign n do full time housewife..since noone will take care their mom n her kids...well,sound unfair to me here..but,i hv no right to say any words though...well...just advice her to think twice before resign.

luckily her mom thought the same..:).she is one of my close fren here in office..pray that ur mother in law will recover soon,dear...n dun cry anymore,k...b tough..

~Rathi's place...empty since 3pm today..because she go back early today...:D~